These are the darkest days I have ever endured,
My heart is slowly seeping as reality hits
Like a suckerpunch I'm gasping for breath
There's a pain welling inside me I cannot ignore.
A slow realisation that the hopes and the dreams,
The life I have lived for more than a decade
Is coming to an end and like a juggernaut
Its riding over me and I'm tearing at the seams.
There's a constant noise inside so maddening,
I cannot comprehend the words you are saying
Its too late to go back I've come undone
These feelings so mixed, I'm drowning.
Here I am now at the end of it all,
The man that I once was has been devoured
I stare into the abyss and sa
In the darkness of the night
Under a veil of shadows I fight
Banishing evil from our unsafe streets
Trying to hold back the encroaching spirits.
Striking with no sense of fear
With such fury I have become revered.
One ghoul after another falls under my knifes edge
Relentlessly seeking the architect to this insurgence
Yet nothing contained within this war
And no experience from my life before
Could have prepared me for the answers I would find
Could have prevented me from being so blind.
All these years in the abyss
Far from any human eyes
Champion to this valiant cause
Believing nothing could change who I was
The dark de
We are all children of the stars,
Dancing in the bright light;
The Milky Way, galaxies oh what a sight
Independent, dazzling and original
Yet each action part of a cosmic whole.
Working together to keep at bay
The vast and encroaching abyss.
Shooting through the universe
Who would have thought?
I started my life as a droplet of water
We are all children of the stars
No words can describe the things we've seen
And it's just the way of things
Life could not feel better than this
And it just seems so endless
Until we break into pieces
Screaming "God I don't need this"
And we're racing and racing and racing
Till we come crashing
The cogs are barely turning
And my brain is slowly burning
I think I'm going crazy
I'm losing all sense of sanity
Forces from within are fighting
As the forces from without are inciting
And no matter where I turn
There is no answer to be found
The things I want to say
Don't seem to be the words I convey
My scattered thoughts
Are breaking upon the floor
Why does it have to be?
Why is it they will not see?
My world is breaking open
But here we stand… together, alone.
My pride has been broken
And my future has been taken
But you will not hear me falter
I do not regret the path I have chosen
I will not give in to fear
The fer
Feeling hollow,
Consumed by the shadows;
Surrounded by death's whispers;
I just want answers to my questions.
Pull me from this speeding train,
Bring me to the world of living again.
This burden is too much for me to carry,
My lying tongue too much to bury.
I'm dreaming of perfect skies,
Still waters and moonlit nights,
But the future holds nothing but pain
These clouds bring nothing but the rain
My heart beats slower every day;
The passion that burned evaporated with the flames.
There is no hope left to carry me through
I'm all but defeated in this search for the truth.
But maybe this rain will wash away my sins,
Sweep me of
I wake up every morning
And my head starts spinning;
Feels like a war
But my heart's not winning.
I wake up every morning
And you're not with me
And it takes all I have
To stop from sinking…
You know I'm sinking.
I'm lost in my own back yard,
This isn't the place I call home
And the fountain
Holds a thousand glistening tears;
As I look at my reflection
I see a stranger's face, a strangers eyes
And the life I call my own
Doesn't feel like the one I've known.
Every night I die a little,
Every night I lose a little piece of mind
My love has gone
And there is no way to comprehend
How this could ever be real.
My feet are sink
It's been eighteen years since the day we met;
When I wrapped you in my arms so tight
And I clung to you all through the night.
Where I looked into your bright eyes
And gave you a little piece of my heart
I swore that day to protect you your whole life;
You don't yet understand all that I gave
But I know one day you'll believe in love.
I may not have been the greatest there was
All I know is I gave it all that I have
Darling know I leave you with only one regret
And it's that I must leave on this day.
There is so much that I wish I could say;
The only thing that I ask of you is, remember:
You are my daughter and I love you, alwa